Ok,
So I thought that I could do this, but now I don't think that I can. At first it was alot of fun but now I just feel like i'm lieing to my b/f. At some level, I feel like i'm cheating on him and I don't want to do that, we acctually have a very good relationship. And besides, he confessed to me the other day that he is very into corsets and corsetry when he saw some of my sites on hair bondage (which turned him on), also he told me that he has allways had a fantasy of Domming a Dominatrix (this is a role I can def. play). I know that this is a small step, but it's a step. I also know that it is going to take a lot of patience, but i'm willing to wait.
I'm sorry but i just can't do this online powerplay/relationship thing anymore. I would love to stay friends with people and am still open for advise. I thank you for your conversations, wonderful words, and helpful advise. I am staying on Alt as I believe it to be a wonderful source of information and friends with the same intrests as you.
Tentitivesub
I'm pretty easy going but sometimes controling in everyday life. I'm pretty healthy and exercise about 3 times a week. I'm experimenting with my partner telling me what to do in the bedroom, some bondage, and some powerplay and like it. He is slowly becoming comforatable with this aspect of his sexality, and i'm waiting not so patiently. I'm intrested only in online chatting/email at this moment and not in cybering. I'm curious about group sex and have had bi encounters(enjoyable). I am curious for bondage/blindfolds/orgsm control/nipple play/light spanking/disapline. I have switched to Domme over women, but do not enjoy this role over a man.
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My Ideal Person:
I'm looking for friends and advise givers. I'm looking for someone who doesn't want any kind of commitment and can be discreet as I am new. Really only looking for online right now though
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